Wednesday, January 16, 2008
honestly, im lazy to go to school, travelling there already drains my energy and leaves nothing after that. For the past two days, after showering and talking to dearest for a few mins, you'll see me cuddling under the comforter, comfortably asleep, and the next morning, woke up to the awakening aroma of coffee, and get ready for school, perhaps after a few minutes of TV. If this is going to be a daily routine for me, maybe you may be seeing me in science library most of the time, even when i'm released early.
oh, im taking psychology this semester too. haha, with this module, hopefully i would be able to handle people as psychotic as Mark Roberts. Haha, you said so dear. haha. But yeah, yesterday on my way back from sending my brother to school, i suddenly thought about what Mrs Ho(?) said to us, my GP teacher back then, about this sparstic man who, despite his mental impairness, get aroused, sexually of course, upon seeing a school girl. And the next thing he did was to squeeze the girl's breasts. Sounds disgusting right? Poor schoolgirl. I couldnt remember what happened to him after that as probably i wasnt listening fully to her since i was kind of reminded of my experience with a sparstic boy too, who perhaps, get sexually aroused too(haha).He pulled my skirt and stroke my calf when i was in 33 on my way back from school. (TK) Gosh, dat was really a bad experience, i really couldn't believe that I was too scared to even scream. Hah, perhaps i was sympathising with his mental condition that i immediately forgive him just like that. Well, i shouldn't, should i? Doesn't matter anyway.
It's interesting that these people still know what makes them extremely 'high' without taking pills! well, this knowlegde of knowing your sexual desires, is definitely a knowledge that's innate just like what nativist psychologist would believe in? (correct me if im wrong). I didn't learn that men are made for women, i just get attracted to them(men) almost instantly and naturally. haha. How about homosexuals then? Honestly, i think these homosexuals are people either with extremely low self-esteem, though own great fortune, believe that they can't 'fish' out for the best, or with extremely high self-esteem, owning great fortune, looks and what have they, think that they are the best and all the girls are just out there to suck out their balls and money, so no girl is left to share their other interests with (like finance, politics, business), other than just merely sex.
What do you think? And apparently, some research studies have shown that homosexuals (for men) have a low level of testosterone as compared to the norm. So for those who definitely know people with high tendency to be one, help them pump up their testosterone. Take steroids, workout more maybe? Haha. For girls, just dun appear naked in front of them too much (though it may be a good way). But again, you never know what would help them and what wouldnt. As much as i know, homosexuals are a rising problem, not only they deprive the other gender of having a partner, but they seem to corrupt most people's minds now. And the reason why girls have holes, and men have a penis is not just for show. God created us that way for a reason. Remember TESSELATION in primary school? It's THE CONNECTION. But take note, use it wisely. Dun take that as an excuse to have pre-marital sex!!
Love you all! And yeah, if you got any comments, you can sms me or sth. Adilah has been pestering me to put up a tagboard. Soon, soon.
10:15 AM
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