Wednesday, January 10, 2007
im currently doing a production with a few others, whom i was introduced to recently. i decided to do this for free, cos the producer, who happened to be my sch head prefect when i was in primary school and musharaf's elder bro( my bro's very good fren), did an extra mile by calling me up, even after asking me through friendster. well, since i havent been acting or hosting for quite sometime now, why cant i help him with his final year project right? so yeah. got the role. im a supporting actress, but yeah, i've got quite alot of lines to memorise. haha, so if you happened to watch makcik satellite, tell us your comments. I can see that ashraf, the producer, puts alot of effort into this project, so hopefully, it turns out well, as he had wanted it to be.
you know whats interesting about acting? you can be ugly, with ugly expressions, ugly clothes, stupid look, ugly teeth, but you make those who watch you, laugh(at your 'stupidity", which obviously, was a mere act) and that's beautiful. this is our role as actors/actresses/hosts to entertain those who wants to be entertained. And this, is perhaps, the factor that pulls many interested candidates into this industry. It has to be the reason why Sharon Au acts and hosts, even after doing so well for her A levels.( according to Mr Joseph Chong, ex-civics tutor)
but i cant deny, acting is tiring. sometimes, you forgot all your lines, but you know that through your facial expression, everybody feels you, and thats when you would not give up, and you would try your best to act without even saying anything. and who must i thank? rafaat hamzah, sani hussein, and all those who were involved in anugerah skrin, the producers, directors, stage managers for turning a girl who was so raw and studious, into somebody who appreciates the beauty of ARTS. thank you. i would not trade this experience with anything else in this world. anything at all...
every single year had always been the same for me. no valentine's dates, birthday celebration, friends and family by my side, and at times not, ups and down. But, 2006, has been different for me, always will be...2006 is the year i had accomplished to be someone i wanted to be since young. i wanted to be on tv, hosting a programme, and got that accomplished. i wanted to know what it feels like to be auditioned, and yeah, i got that. i wanted to feel what it is like to up on stage, and there are a thousand pair of eyes watching your every move. i wanted to feel what it is like to appear on a magazine or for a tv commercial, modelling. got all that. i wanted to win something for interschool competition, cos i have never got to feel it, and yeah, thanks to cikgu elina, i won pidato. i wanted to see my family and friends sitting across me, and supporting me, and i got all that. Thanks to all. i wanted to be there for my family and friends, and yeah..i hope they know that. i would always be there for them, would always...and somehow, after doing my reflections, 2006 has been a test for our friendship, but we are still doing strong, as we are today. And finally, 060606 would never come again,and who would forget the attempts my friends had to kidnap me? who would? thank you for all. for everything i cherish.
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