Friday, December 08, 2006
but it's hard, dun you think? sometimes you would want to be in a relationship when you're single, and when you're in it, you desperately want to be single back again. true, true. but then, i guess, it's just the way we live dun you think? when we have great eyes, we complain about them, and when we praise ourselves to boost our self-confidence, they think we're arrogant. But they don't know, or do they? when you felt so beautiful suddenly and you tell your friend, and she goes: whatever!!, even in the nicest tone, you get hurt. blurghs. what do they know?
and when you like someone, he doesn't like you, doesn't even think about you, not at all. And the funny part is that, those whom you don't wish to even talk to, urgh, fall for you. and you don't know what to do. yeah, you're stuck.
but i think the worst part is that when some guy give you wrong signals, but you know, jolly well know it, he would never fall for you, never will......yes lina, he would never.....wrong signals suck, don't they? but sometimes, under certain circumstances, they just can't be helped.
i'm trying to get over something i can't. i'm supposed to be strong. ah, damn it. i'm not. i hate disappointment, i do. i hate falling for someone, but i'm never cynical of love. i believe in love. yes, i do. ....and so you say, it's too young to love....nah, it's never too late or early. you just have to be sincere to love, and a 3yr-old toddler knows what sincerity would mean. you don't need to go to a school to learn that. ...no, you don't need....
10:15 PM
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