Friday, July 14, 2006
im fucking annoyed. realli. fucking fucking annoyed.
why the heck must you do that? why? why must you interfere my life? be it whether i hate it or not, like it or not, why must you do that! im annoyed, let me repeat myself. AHHHH. freaking annoyed. Have i ever interfere your life and tell you what you should do? have i? have i ever give you a long list why you shudnt be frens with someone even though i think he isnt good for you? have i? maybe im too nice to EVERYBODY. he doesnt want to pick up my call now. im fucked up. what if you like someone, and he tells you right in your face to FUCK OFF? (just like what you did) what do you feel? are you insensitive to all these? i thought things wud go fine like what you say, but no..he doesnt want to talk to me anymore. i wudnt mind that, but he's nice. and i get what you mean, i dun know him that much, and how can you just determine one's sincerity by the phone? I KNOW I KNOW. I FREAKING KNOW IT. stop telling it to me, its annoying. but what do you know about him anyway? what? have you talked to him? seen him? so what if he isnt hot? so what? dont think that just becos you know someone from school,seen him before, talked to him, went out with him, you know alot about him, and whatever you think about him is TRUE. and just becos i havent met this guy, but i just talked to him hours and hours on the phone, whatever he says IS NOT TRUE. i know you want to help me out, but why cant you just say nicely to him? why the harsh way? and can't you sense that i appreciate him as my friend? im sorry if i hurt you now, but im hurt myself... i cant believe my own friend, very goodfriend, someone i love so dearly, hurt me deep today.
7:37 PM
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