Monday, May 01, 2006
ok, this is weird. this guy suddenly appeared on a new window and chat with me on MSN like as if he knows me. knew my name and everything. but, he isnt on my contact list. strangest part is that he said i was close to him. now what? ok darn. i dunnoe how. well, cut that freaky story. the guy talk to me like as though im a sex symbol. (what the toot?) ok, lessons learnt, DO NOT TALK TO GUYS YOU DO NOT KNOW ONLINE. yeap, exactly.i have stopped that habit long tym ago.. but who could it be?
ahh freak, im all mixed. done with it, yet im all jumbled inside. anger, frustration, eagerness and much much more, all stuff-ed in this soul of mine.
and yeah, im angry with SOME of my friends. well, i have done all my best to reserve the first few tickets for you, of course considering the fact that u are my GOOD FRIENDS. but jolly well, do the same for me. i understand that its sucha waste of time to come down and support me. its so far, late at night and blahblah, but still.. perhaps it's all my fault that i didnt warn you all earlier that it's at night. well, why didnt you ask? i wouldn't have saved some tickets for you then.
im angry, yes i am.
but im happy for a few who came. especially my friends from tjc-huda and sis, fai darling and cousin amal, and lela with her sister. ouh of course, to my lovely family members and cousins! i bet there are very few of you guys supporting me but nevertheless, im so happy you came!
now you ask me out for lunch. and before, you asked about my mum. so what exactly are you trying to do? be nice to me? goodbye mister, you have torn it apart- your hopes of ever being with me. and yeah, just stop bothering my friend. shes totally innocent.
4:33 PM
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