Thursday, May 04, 2006
at home for two days. well, the doctor said i need rest. yes, exactly what i need. i have poor appetite, lost a lot of weight(hmm, good in a sense cos i have lost a lot of my baby fats- according to azni) and yeah, im tired all the time. and i got a sore throat plus a lil headache. yeahyeah..
i cant wait for a lot of things to end. and that of course include the ultimate one- A levels. well, i bet many are wishing for it to end soon, just like me. and another, include my PDPs. yeap, just like others, too. however, theres one thing that i dont want to end so soon, and i bet you know what it is=) well, i do not think you need any further elaboration.
i want to travel now. i miss my granny's kampong at melaka. oh man, yeah i do. i miss the tranquility..and perhaps shahril, my mat-motor-neighbour. and yeah, i remembered the 'talk' at night on the 14 march 2002, where the moon glowed like a full golden coin against the black velvety backdrop. there's something that differentiates malaysian boys and singaporean 'men'-perhaps malaysian boys are more honest in what they say. well, apart from the way they look. malaysian boys know where they stand, and they are just honest about it. but on the other hand, most singaporean boys i know are just simply CHILDISH. can they ever be low-profile, and more gentlemanly i suppose?
well, that doesnt mean that all singaporean men are like that, neither was i trying to make a point that i like shahril, but i was just giving my views. you can disagree with me if you want to anyway. but yeah, that's what i observed.
and i have just realised one thing, i like men who behave just like my dad. those guys who wont scream at you back, but yet try to calm the situation down. yeah, i bet you can guess who screams at my house=) hah. yeah. and yeah, perhaps thats why i like malaysian boys. my dad is a singaporean, no doubt about it. but he has a kampong in melaka, and i guess he spent most of his time there when he was young. and the way he strums the guitar is just simply amazing. he never did brag to many that he was a rockstar, and that just truly amaze me.
i still remebered the time when nabila recommended me 'ROCKERS' cd. man, i knew the vocalist, cos he was my dad's bestfren. and yeah, from then on, i get to know my dad's life story-of being a rockstar, a sportsman, a loyal and romantic lover, a filial son and more..
life's treasures. truly amazing..just like how my dad is proud to have me, well i am proud to have him too!
10:11 AM
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