Friday, April 14, 2006
mardi gras is over! less tarian practice, and less of worrying what to wear for that night! well, i managed to grab some clothes and piece them together in the last hour i had before heading to school back to prepare ourselves for the night. and guess what i dressed up as last nite..a salsa/latin dancer!! love it. despite the fact that it was so last minute, i think i look good in it=) and yeah, both me and fai think that thursdays are our eventful day still. and we had so much fun last night=)=)
oh ya, im so freaking proud of adilah. she wore a skirt!!! yay, adilah is a GIRL. stop bothering her lah all you gundu-s, adilah is never a boy to me, anyway. everyone looked so pretty last night, even the two ladies who got angry with me, when i didnt tell them that the 5 bucks they paid were actually for the entrance fee only, not including food and all. im so sorry, but i really didnt know too.
and yeah, i think all the tarianers look AWESOME!! seriously, you all look so gorgeous, and i lovelove the costume and makeup. ouh, of course, i did some of their makeup! haha.(maybe that's why its so pretty) okok, i get what you are trying to say, i'll stop it. right now! =)
and the event of the day-i get to take a picture with daddy!! *hmm, am i supposed to state my expression, now? okay. GRINS WIDELY* hah. all thanks to dearie pretty lady, nazeera. and adilah, because she sponsored the 'photo-taking session'. haha;)
thanks to that picture, i smiled my way home, all the way! heyhey, i know you all might think he isnt that cute to begin with, but i think what yanto said was rite. i admire his ego, arrogance. and anyway, i like him because he gives me a challenge. i like challenges and risks. it gives me some drive to continue doing what i enjoy in life. but i cant deny the fact that sometimes he just disses me off when he is just TOO arrogant. is it wrong just to say 'Hello' to me? or just smile? is it wrong to come to me and ask me how am i doing?
it is just so weird that i have sucha infatuation with someone that is so distant from me and despite the fact that i know we can nevernever get into a conversation. that is really something i know can never be possible. it's so weird, isnt it? girls will be so touched and honoured to receive sweet msgs from men who are older and matured plus a lil or so has some charm, but yet, they would still choose those who never seem to be ever giving them any msgs at all. it is just so weird. and i still dont really know if i really like him. i wish i could get the answer soon, cos i think in the next few months, perhaps i would never get to see him again...
11:19 PM
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